Tuesday, June 23, 2009

what i wold love for people to know is that i dont want to be sick. i never asked to be sick, and i dont want to be sick.
Im hungry. Im soooo hungry, and i want food, but food just wont stay down in me and it SUCKS....
and right now the words from people who are suposed to love me the most are the words who hurt me me the most.
I feel like im getting depressed, and i feel like im starting to get resentful of this pregnacy and it sucks.... becouse i dont want to be.

1 comment:

  1. I know where you're coming from, but with me, I would literally vomit as I was eating. I would vomit after IV fluids. I weighed 102 lbs the day I delivered and was down to 86 lbs 2 weeks after delivery. Eventhough I had stopped vomitting (immediately after he was born) I was still losing water weight and all the other yucky stuff! My MIL made a lot of awful comments, like I was bulimic, I was trying to miscarry!! People that don't understand try to make up their own reasons for everything!! I tried not to take it personally, but there's no way to avoid that.